Loses virginity with his stepfather

I didn’t want to fuck another man, only my stepfather. Is the only man with whom I feel safe and that makes me feel at ease. Losing my virginity was scary, so I wanted my first sexual relationship was with him. After I begged enough, he accepted. And one day, when my mother was gone, we took the time to do it. It was not at all violent. First, I stroked her tits, there spogliammo and asked me to jerk off. I started to caress my pussy, he masturbated. And when I was pretty excited, he pierced me. The not-so-strong. Little by little, until I broke the hymen. It was a bit painful but I could bear it. And I bled just a little bit.